My throat

is burning. I'm supposed to be going to the doctors but I still haven't; I'm terrible, such a cunt. I will go next week; hopefully. I'm fairly sure I have an overactive thyroid which explains a lot of stuff. Ahh it's gone now. Wow it's odd writing without using emoticons.

Hmm I haven't done much today, I was gonna do something and it's been bothering me all day what it was. My memory's terrible. I hate having nothing to do but I hate having too much to do as well. I think if I have nothing to do I try to make up for it when I do by going overboard like I was washing the pots before and I cleaned all the sink and the dish rack before hand although I didn't use bleach which is kinda good. I was more obsessive than usual washing them though; quite annoying because I haven't been like that for a long time.

Anyway I'm too tired to write so I'll leave it at that :). Oh look an emoticon xd.